I don't really care about having a lousy father or to be fatherless. I only have one father, thats my grandpa but he past away when i was twelve years old. I don't really care about my bilogical father because growing up for ten years & two months without him put me through hell. But he calls once in while but i don't give a fk, i don't care if he dies, that's how life is for me. If he was to visit me i wouldn't care. My family lived in the streets, my moms second older sister helped us because my moms father kicked my mom out. When my grandpa was alive hes the only one that took care of me my mom use to go out, & my real dad left me and sister because my mom & him always fight. Then being raised for five years with your moms boyfriend always wanted me to fight him for no reason. Then my aunty took care of me & sister when we was young. I hate my real FN dad every time he calls i always tell him why you call. What i do in the past im doin the same shit like right now.